Little Nellie of Holy God (1903-1908
)
“That is the sign for which I was waiting.” said Pius X
by
Anne Marie Jacques
Ellen Organ, or Nellie, as her family called her, was
born on August 24, 1903, the youngest of four children.
At the time of her birth, her father, William Organ, was
a military man in the British Army occuying Ireland. The
family lived in the “married quarters” of a garrison in the
maritime town of Waterford. Her mother, Mary (Aherne)
Organ was a devout woman, light-hearted and gener-
ous. She taught her children to love God and prayed
the Rosary daily with them, teaching them to kiss the
Crucifix and the large “Our Father” beads reverently, a
practice which Nellie never forgot.
When Nellie was only three
years old, her mother died of
tuberculosis. At the time of her
death, the family was living on
Spike Island in Cork Harbour,
where her father had been trans-
ferred with his garrison. Poor Mr.
Organ was left with four mother-
less orphans and no one to care
for them. The parish priest of-
fered to find places where they
would be provided for and sent
Thomas, barely nine years old, to
the Christian Brothers and young
David to the Sisters of Mercy.
Mary and Nellie went to stay with
the Good Shepherd Sisters at
Sunday’s Well, Cork.
The Good Shepherd Sisters
soon realized that Nellie was not
well. Nellie and Mary were both
treated for whooping cough at
the Hospital of the Sisters of
Mercy. When they returned after
two months, Nellie still seemed
very frail and walked unsteadily,
even holding out her arms as
though she were afraid to fall. The little girl who slept
beside Nellie reported to the sisters that Nellie seemed
in pain and that she always cried for nearly half the
night. The sisters examined her and found that she was
suffering from a curved spine and crooked back from
having been dropped when only an infant. Consequent-
ly, she was moved to the infirmary where it was also
discovered that she was victim to the dreaded disease,
tuberculosis, which had proved fatal to her mother.
Miss Hall, a trained nurse and recent convert to
the Catholic Faith, was Nellie’s caregiver. Three-year-
old Nellie loved her dearly and one day told her,
“God
took my good mother from me, but he has given you to
me as my new mother.”
Nurse Hall lovingly cared for
little Nellie, often spending the whole night sitting by
her side. When this would happen, Nellie would slip her
tiny hand between the rails of her cot and affectionately
hold her “mother’s” hand until she fell into a fitful sleep.
Nurse Hall would also talk to Nellie about God, Jesus,
His Mother and the saints. She would even carry Nellie
in her arms to the chapel where they would go from sta-
tion to station, while she explained to her the Passion.
This always caused tears to well up in Nellie’s eyes and
she would exclaim,
Poor Holy God! Poor Holy God! ”
There was an altar in Nellie’s room, with a statue
of the Infant of Prague.
One day
she asked her nurse about the
statue and Miss Hall told her the
story of the birth of Jesus, about
his childhood and how He loved
everyone. Nellie listened with
enthusiasm; she was ecstatic
that the Holy God had once
been a little child like herself.
After that she would often carry
on little conversations with Him
and, prompted by the nuns,
began a novena asking Him to
make her well. To everyone’s
great surprise she did become
well enough to be able to take
walks in the garden while hold-
ing someone’s hand. Though
this lasted for only a very short
time, it gave her a great confi-
dence in the Child Jesus and
her conversations with Him be-
came more familiar.
One day when Nurse Hall
was ill, Nellie asked to have the
Infant of Prague placed on a
chair beside her bed. She then
went on to explain to the Little Jesus that her Nurse
was not well and told Him,
“Please make her better.”
She was not surprised at all when Miss Hall did make a
quick recovery, it was what she had asked for and she
never doubted that her
Little Child, Holy God
would do
this for her.
Nellie’s understanding of Jesus in the Holy Eucha-
rist was very unusual for a child of her age. She listened
intently to the simple explanations given by Miss Hall
on the Holy Sacrament in the tabernacle of the altar,
and in a very relieved tone whispered happily to her
nurse,
“Oh, I am so glad that Holy God is not squeezed
in that little house ! ”
It seems that this had been her
one concern! And when, for the first time, Miss Hall
carried Nellie to the chapel for Exposition of the Bless-
ed Sacrament, Nellie pointed to the monstrance and
smiled saying, “
Mother, there He is, there is Holy God
now.”
From that day on, by some interior warning, she
somehow always knew when there was Exposition of
the Blessed Sacrament in the chapel.
Nellie loved Jesus, her
Holy God,
very much and
wished to receive Him in Holy Communion in the
same way the sisters and nurses did. Being much too
young, she was always told that this was not yet pos-
sible. Nellie was a very determined little girl and she
decided instead to ask any one, who would be willing,
“to return to her quickly after Holy Mass and give her
a kiss.”
She felt that, in this way, she could at least
“give a kiss” to the Eucharistic Jesus still present in
each one of them. There was one young nurse who
found early morning Mass
too tiring and, oftentimes,
she would just not go. Nellie
always seemed to know on
which days this nurse had not
been to Mass and she would
scold her for not going to re-
ceive Holy God in Holy Com-
munion, for her own desire to
receive Our Lord in the Holy
Eucharist was increasing with
every new day.
By this time little Nellie,
only four years old, was wast-
ing away from the dreaded tu-
berculosis. She also suffered
from a bone disease known
as caries, which was causing
her jawbone to crumble away,
leaving a foul odor that was
at times unbearable to any-
one who came near to her.
Her mouth had to be syringed
frequently with disinfectants
and, though this hurt a great
deal, little Nellie never once resisted the treatments.
She would just lie motionless on her little cot holding
onto her crucifix. Her devotion to the Passion of Our
Lord was so great and she understood so well the idea
of uniting her suffering to that of Our Lord that when
the pain would become too excruciating, she would
look at her crucifix and whisper,
“Poor Holy God, Oh,
poor Holy God! ”
And every day her sufferings, her
prayers and especially her rosaries, which edified all
those who witnessed her praying them, were offered
for all those dear to her: the sisters and nurses, her lit-
tle companions, the Pope, the Bishop and the Church.
The day finally came when Fr. Bury, who had come
to preach a retreat for the sisters before Christmas,
became aware of Nellie’s great desire to receive Holy
Communion.
“What is the Blessed Eucharist ?”
he
asked her,
“It is Holy God,”
she replied without hesita-
tion. Fr. Bury sent a message to the bishop requesting
that a special permission be granted for this little one,
whose longing to receive Jesus was even greater than
her suffering. The bishop gave his consent and on De-
cember 6, 1907, at the age of four, Nellie made her
First Holy Communion. The sisters dressed her all in
white and carried her down to the chapel and placed
in a chair before the Sanctuary. Nellie was silent and
remained motionless with her head bowed in prayer.
When it came time for Fr. Bury to bring her Holy Com-
munion her eyes lit up. He later wrote of her,
“The
child literally hungered for her God, and received Him
in a transport of love.”
At that same moment the hor-
rific odor that had exhaled from her diseased jaw up
until then, left her and was never experienced again!
In spite of Nellie’s indescribable joy after her First
Holy Communion, her tuber-
culosis continued to progress
and her sufferings increased
to where her tiny frame was
exhausted. She no longer re-
tained any food; she was not
able to swallow even a spoon-
ful of broth. But through all
this she remained calm and
resigned. Her only nourish-
ment now seemed to be the
Holy Eucharist. On the mor-
ning of February 2, it was clear
that Nellie was coming to the
end of her life’s journey. Many
of the sisters came and knelt
around her bed. Nellie was
calm and her eyes seemed to
be gazing on something that
she was seeing at the foot
of her bed. She tried to raise
herself so as to draw nearer to
what she saw. Her lips moved
in prayer and her eyes filled
with tears. Then raising her
eyes she smiled as with perfect satisfaction. Nellie’s
soul flew home to her Holy God whom she had loved
so faithfully.
In 1908, upon hearing about the life of Little Nel-
lie Organ, Pope St. Pius X declared,
“There ! That is
the sign for which I was waiting.”
A few months later,
in 1910, he issued the decree
Quam Singulari
which
significantly lowered the age for receiving Holy Com-
munion for children from the age of 12 to around age
7. The Pope also asked the local Bishop of Cork, His
Excellency T.A. O’Callagan, O.P. for a relic of Nellie and
on June 4, 1912 Pope St. Pius X wrote to the Bishop:
“May God enrich with every blessing Father Prev-
ost (the promoter of her cause for beatification) and
all who recommend frequent Communion to young
boys and girls, proposing Nellie as their model.”
Anne Marie Jacques
Pope St. Pius X
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