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communion each day, she tells Jesus: “Remain in me
        as in a tabernacle”. Her gaze remained fixed not on
        herself and her own needs, but on Christ, who loves,
        seeks, desires and dwells within.
                      Daily abandonment
            The confidence that Therese  proposes has to
        do with more than our individual sanctification and
        salvation. It has an integral meaning that embraces
        the totality of concrete existence and finds applica-
        tion in our daily lives, where we are often assailed
        by fears, the desire for human security, the need to
        have everything under control. Here we see the im-
        portance of her invitation to a holy “abandonment”.
            The complete confidence that becomes an aban-
        donment in Love sets us free from obsessive calcu-
        lations,  constant  worry  about  the  future  and  fears
        that take away our peace. In her final days, Therese
        insisted  on  this:  “We  who  run  in  the  way  of  love
        shouldn’t be thinking of suffering that can take place
        in the future; it’s a lack of confidence”. If we are in
        the  hands  of  a  Father  who  loves  us  without  limits,
        this will be the case come what may; we will be able
        to move beyond whatever may happen to us and, in
        one way or another, his plan of love and fullness will
        come to fulfilment in our lives.
            Together with faith, Therese experienced a deep
        and  boundless  trust  in  God’s  infinite  mercy:  “confi-
        dence that must lead us to Love”. Even in her dark-
        ness, she experienced the complete trust of a child
        that finds refuge, unafraid, in the embrace of its father
        and mother. For Therese, the one God is revealed
        above all else in his mercy, which is the key to under-
        standing everything else that can be said of him: “To
        me he has granted his infinite mercy and through it I
        contemplate and adore the other divine perfections!
        All of these perfections appear to be resplendent with
        love, even his Justice (and perhaps this even more so
        than the others) seems to me clothed in love”. This is
        one of the loftiest insights of Therese, one of her major
        contributions to the entire People of God. In an extra-
        ordinary way, she probed the depths of divine mercy,   learned that Pranzini, after mounting the scaffold,
        and drew from them the light of her limitless hope.  “suddenly, seized by an inspiration, turned, took hold
                                                             of the crucifix the priest was holding out to him and
                       A most firm hope                      kissed the sacred wounds three times!” This intense
            Before entering the  Carmel, Therese  had felt  a   experience of hoping against all hope proved funda-
        remarkable spiritual closeness to one of the most    mental for her: “After this unique grace, my desire to
        unfortunate of men, the criminal Henri Pranzini, sen-  save souls grows each day”.
        tenced to death for a triple murder for which he was     Therese was conscious of the tragic reality of sin,
        unrepentant. By having Masses offered for him and    yet she remained constantly immersed in the mys-
        praying with complete confidence for his salvation,   tery of Christ, certain that “where sin increased, grace
        she was convinced that she was drawing him ever      abounded all the more” ( Rom 5:20). The sin of the
        closer to the blood of Jesus, and she told God that   world  is  great  but  not  infinite,  whereas  the  merci-
        she was sure that at the last moment he would par-   ful love of the Redeemer is indeed infinite. Therese
        don him “even if he went to his death without any    testifies to the definitive victory of Jesus, through his
        signs of repentance”. As the reason for her certainty,   passion, death and resurrection, over all the powers
        she stated: “I was absolutely confident in the mercy   of evil. Filled with confidence, she dared to explain:
        of  Jesus”.  How  great  was  her  emotion  when  she   “Jesus, allow me to save very many souls; let no soul u


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