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have been too unbefitting for God to descend into a But there are no other ways to save him — no
creature in whom the human will reigned. other ways out, other than for the Eternal Word to
Here is why He wanted a test from me, and for all descend, assume his guise, his miseries, his sins
of my life: my will — in order to secure the Kingdom upon Himself; become his brother, conquer him
of the Divine Will within my soul. Once He secured this through love and unheard-of pains, and give him
in me, God could do with me anything He wanted; He so much confidence as to be able to bring him back
could give me everything, and I can say that He could again into Our paternal arms. Oh, how We grieve
deny me nothing. over the destiny of man! Our sorrow is great, nor
could We confide it to anyone, because not having a
Who can tell you all that this Divine Will did in me?
It raised me so high, It embellished me so much, that Divine Will to dominate them, they could never have
the very angels remain mute, nor do they know where understood — either Our sorrow, or the grave evil of
to start to talk about me. man fallen into sin.
Now, my dearest child, you must know that as To you, who possess Our Fiat, is allowed the abil-
soon as the Divine Fiat had me take possession of all, ity to understand it; therefore, as if to Our own secre-
I felt I possessed everything and everyone. With Its tary, We want to unveil our secrets to you, and place
power, immensity and all-seeingness, the Divine Will the scepter of command into your hands, that you
enclosed all creatures within my soul, and I felt a little may dominate and rule over all, and that your domin-
place in my heart for each one of them ion may win over God and men, bringing them to Us
as reborn children, within your maternal heart.
Most Holy Trinity constitutes her Its secretary Who can tell you, dear child, all that my heart
My dear child, come into the arms of your Mama, felt at these divine words? A vein of intense sorrow
and pay attention in listening to me: you will hear the opened in me, and I committed myself, even at the
unheard-of prodigies that the Divine Fiat worked in cost of my life, to winning over God and the creature,
your celestial Mama. As I took possession of the King- and to uniting them together. (…)
dom of the Divine Will, Its steps within me ended, and
Its full life began, whole and perfect, within my soul. Without knowing then that I was going to be the
Oh, at what divine heights was I placed by the Most Mother of the Divine Word, I felt a double maternity
High! The Heavens could neither reach me nor con- in me: maternity toward God, in order to defend His
tain me. The light of the sun was little before my light. just rights; and maternity toward the creatures, to
No created thing could reach me. I crossed the divine bring them to safety. I felt I was the Mother of all. The
seas as if they were my own; my Father, the Son and Divine Will which reigned in me, and which knows
the Holy Spirit, longed for me to be in Their arms, to not how to do isolated works, brought God and all
enjoy Their little daughter… creatures from all centuries into me.
They felt, coming out from me, waves of divine Mary departs for the Temple
love, chaste fragrances and unusual joys, starting I had just turned three years old when my parents
from within the heaven which their own Divine Will let me know that they wanted to consecrate me to
had formed in my littleness — to the extent that They the Lord in the temple. My heart rejoiced in hearing
could not stop repeating: “All beautiful, all pure, all this — of having to consecrate myself and spend my
holy, is Our little daughter. Her words are chains that years in the house of God.
bind Us; her gazes are darts that wound Us; her heart- But beneath my joy there was a sorrow for the
beats are arrows that, darting upon Us, make Us go privation of the dearest persons one can have on
into delirium of love!” earth — my dear parents. I was little, I needed their
They felt the Power, the Strength of their Divine paternal cares; I was depriving myself of the pres-
Will coming out from me, which rendered us insepar- ence of two great saints. Moreover, I saw that as
able; and They called me “Our invincible daughter, the day approached on which they were to deprive
who will bring victory even over Our Divine Being.” themselves of me, who rendered their life full of joy
The Divinity, taken by excess of love for me, told and happiness, they felt such bitterness as to feel like
me: “Our beloved daughter, Our Love cannot resist; dying.
It feels suffocated if We do not entrust to you Our se- But while they suffered, they were disposed to
crets. Therefore We elect you Our faithful secretary; make the heroic act of taking me to the Lord. My par-
We want to entrust to you Our sorrows and Our de- ents loved me in the order of God, and considered
crees. We want to save man at any cost — look how me a great gift, given to them by the Lord. This gave
he is falling; his rebellious will drags him continuous- them the strength to make the painful sacrifice.
ly toward evil. Without the life, the strength and the
support of Our Divine Will, he has deviated from the Therefore, my child, if you want to have an invin-
path of his Creator, and walks crawling on the earth — cible strength to suffer the hardest pains, let all your
weak, ill, and full of all vices. things be in the order of God, and keep them as pre-
cious gifts given by God.

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